Sofias first day of school

Tomorrow is Sofias first day of kindergarten. Last Friday she and I went for an hour to meet her teacher and explore her classroom. On Monday she went for 3 hours in the morning and today for 2 hours in the afternoon. Tomorrow it's game on.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't crying while I typed this. My baby that I waited so long for has grown up and is part of the world now. She doesn't belong just to Grant and I now she is part of a class and a school. She's gonna learn things I don't know and she's gonna make friends I don't know. She's so ready for this but I'm not. I am going to miss her so much. An hour before school and a few hours after (on the days I don't work) don't seem like enough. I'm not ready but I'll never be ready and I know it only gets harder from here… so tomorrow morning I'll put on my biggest brightest smile and hug her extra hard and say "Have a great day Bean"